Life is such a mix of mundane and completely outrageous… ha ha….. felt compelled to clean a few gutters of oak catkins before predicted-storm for this afternoon…an important but “nothing” task, then treked into work, and happened to look at a structure in an old electron micrograph of CoS 14 mouse hepatocyte, micrograph looking like something between a coiled strand of DNA and a Cajal body adjacent to a nucleolus, and find of course this enormous field of protein research on small nuclear RNAs, which I had only hear of briefly and know nothing about…. Oh my god….  How big and unknowable is the known (pun intended) universe… and what unfathomable event-entity could have brought it all into being…. Makes me “fearful”   ha ha ha… just like those old Hebrews  —  they knew of and felt an awesomeness of nature/biology/cosmos that we don’t think of today since we are insulated by tech and devices.