Daily Archives: August 20, 2019

Measuring shadow grains in TEM as diameters

Figuring out whether the shadow cast procedure for TEM obscures details in SP-D dodecamers (and other multimers) has been measured as LUT tables, and in yesterdays post it comes out to about 4.5nm. It occurred to me that easily measured grain size is to use a diameter of randomly selected grains. Picture below if one oft used in this analysis published by Crouch et al. The blue dots cover the CRD in SP-D, the salmon colored dots cover grains from the background. Using SP-D shadowed arms measured as hexamers (from one CRD to the other CRD — in a line (vector, with nodes, separated rotated to horizontal, then added together=135nm) then several arms taken for the mean, and normalized to 135nm, these grains are — relative to that number — almost identical to that measured using LUT tables.

It is n=94, 4.23nm diameter +/- 0.6nm (SD). The diameters would be smaller using this method (as observed) owing to the fact that there is a sharp line of demarcation in the circle overlying each grain, while in the LUT tables, the valleys are used (and there is a gradual extinction in the gray values around the edges of the grains in that type of measure thus increasing the width recorded).. the diameters are a quick and easy method, the LUT plots take time. Blue circles overlay CRD which measured in widest diameter come out to about 12.5nm in this micrograph (a dodecamer (two arms of the dodecamer measured) from this same micrograph but a different location showed using LUT plots a diameter of the CRD of about 13.5nm  — so this is close for a very small sample.

 

Wisdom from a comedian

Charlie Chaplin. It’s believed he wrote the poem below at age 70.

As I began to love myself
I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs that I was living
against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is Authenticity.

As I began to love myself
I understood how much it can offend somebody
if I try to force my desires on this person,
even though I knew the time was not right
and the person was not ready for it,
and even though this person was me.
Today I call this Respect.

As I began to love myself
I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything
that surrounded me
was inviting me to grow.
Today I call this Maturity.

As I began to love myself
I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time,
and everything happens at the exactly right moment.
So I could be calm.
Today I call this Self-Confidence.

As I began to love myself
I quit stealing my own time,
and I stopped designing huge projects
for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness,
things I love to do and that make my heart cheer,
and I do them in my own way
and in my own rhythm.
Today I call this Simplicity.

As I began to love myself
I freed myself of anything
that is no good for my health –
food, people, things, situations,
and everything that drew me down
and away from myself.
At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is Love of Oneself.

As I began to love myself
I quit trying to always be right,
and ever since
I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is Modesty.

As I began to love myself
I refused to go on living in the past
and worrying about the future.
Now, I only live for the moment,
where everything is happening.
Today I live each day,
day by day,
and I call it Fulfillment.

As I began to love myself
I recognized
that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick.
But as I connected it to my heart,
my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection Wisdom of the Heart.

We no longer need to fear arguments,
confrontations or any kind of problems
with ourselves or others.
Even stars collide,
and out of their crashing, new worlds are born.
Today I know: This is Life!

Sometimes I see things that make me laugh

Sometimes I see things that make me laugh – though more often than not, they make me cry, or feel disgusted.  But this made me laugh…. this morning driving to work at UC College of Medicine I spotted three new benches (in front of what was in ancient times “the college of medicine — aka the “old college of medicine”, then the “dean’s office” and now Kawolesky hall. These are a couple of metal benches. They are brand new and part of the renovation of the whole west part of the medical campus for the new public health building. NO TREES, and thus on a day like today which will be 90 degrees and no shade, I pity anyone going to “sit” on these benches…. one would certainly “braise (and/or braze) their glutei”.